Dreams

I have never dreamed before.
Not that I can remember anyway.
I fell asleep.
I awoke.


It was simple.


Now it is not.
I do the same as what I did the day before.


When my training is over for the day.








I kill myself.








I do not wish to die.
I am not suicidal.
But the dreaming has become something...
Something I need to do.


An addiction.


Salome tells me that it is like a deaf person listening to music.


Pointless.


Tomorrow she will stop me.
Today, she shall not.
I will not let her.


She tells me I am getting stronger.


She tells me that I am almost ready.


I shall reply tomorrow.

Build it up with Iron and Steel...